For the last week I've been noticing for the first time how bad the dark circles under my eyes have gotten. It's now been over a year since they showed up for good, fuelled by long days and not much sleep. First it was construction last summer, where I stayed up late to get things done. That was 4-5 hours of sleep a night most nights. Then the schoolyear started, and since I didn't have to get up at six every morning, I didn't have to go to bed until 2, 3, or even later.
I've found myself sleeping a bit more these days, but not much. Not enough to shrink the circles, though. It just hit me that the average person I know, at school, work, or on the street, has never seen me without these dark circles; they're just part of who I am.
It scares me that I've gotten this bad, that my sleep is that unhealthy, but I know it's not going to get better any time soon unless I make it.
So goodnight.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
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hrm, i can remember a time when you didn't have a dark circles under eyes, when i saw you a couple months ago... were you using cover up? trannie? :P
sometimes they'll lighten a bit, enough for my glasses to mask them a little. but believe me, they're always there.
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